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Friday, June 14, 2002

Same time last year

Sometimes, there are things that you tell yourself you're already over and done with. But when something reminds you of the past, it still fucking hurts!

With the same day last year, I was already preparing for my minor operation for the removal of my cyst. And around the same time last year, my X was already fucking someone else behind my back. I know long distance relationships rarely succeed, but heck - what ever happened to honesty? The least my stupid X could have done is tell me the real score. I could have let things go.

On a positive note, the break-up gave me a new and better life. I realized things are better without an imaginary partner that is located halfway across the globe. What my ABSi friend told me is true - out of sight, out of mind. Nothing can replace the comfort of an embrace, the bliss a soft kiss can make you feel.

I think things are better for me now. Thank God! The sweetest revenge is for you not to think of avenging yourself at all and living a happy and contented life.