Drifting and walking away

The first one is inevitable, with the rate of how things are going between you and me. As for walking away, we have been both mulling over the idea for the past several weeks now.

We're trying, but it seems like all the efforts are not enough.

If you ask me, I am more willing to let things go now than before.

Pity that a relationship nurtured for years will end this way. Much as I will be hurt, I will also be more than glad to see you off and let you find your way to where you will be truly happy.

Slumbook galore

It's 6:00 pm. I'm waiting for the traffic to subside before I go home. I'm a new manual driver, so afraid ako sa traffic!

I've already visited almost all of my friends' blogs. I've got nothing better to do so I stumbled upon Chegay's blog and I read her sorta-kinda trivia list. It's so high school pero gusto kong patulan...

Name Four Scents You Love:
Vanilla by The Body Shop (I wear it everyday), Africa Spa Dry Oil Mist by The Body Shop (not a perfume but I love the scent), D&G Light Blue and Armani for Women

Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
The horrendous traffic I'm about to deal with a few minutes from now, The Bad Boy, Wanting to curl up in bed and sleep, wanting a hefty salary raise

Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
Nokia 6600, one black pointy-toed shoes, one brown sandals, one baby pink spandex shirt and one candy blue jogging pants for my gym sessions

Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
coffee, red wine, lemonade, low-fat milk

Last Time You Cried?
Last month? Cried over my job and, hard to admit, but over Mr. Big Shot's being an asshole.

What's In Your CD Player?
Save The Last Dance Soundtrack

What Color of Socks Are You Wearing?
No socks. Wearing my new pointy shoes.

What's Under Your Bed?
Shoes, mobile phone charger

What Time Did You Wake Up Today?
6am

Current Hair?
Below the shoulders, straight, black

Current Clothes?
Black top with stripes, matching belt, light gray bootcut pants. Pang-office. Boooring.

Current Desktop Picture?
The current Guess models. I made the wallpaper myself. :-)

Current Worry?
How will I go to the parking lot without getting wet? It's raining hard!

Current Hate?
The cigarette smoke emanating from the nearby office.

Favorite Physical Feature(s) Of the Opposite Sex?
Eyes and lips

Last CD You Bought/copied?
Joss Stone

Favorite Place To Be?
Antonio's or Sonya's Garden in Tagaytay and San Juan, Batangas - the nearest getaway.

Least Favorite Place?
My office. I wish I had a cleaner, nicer office.

If You Could Play An Instrument?
I already do. Drums and flute.

Favorite Color(s)
Purple (pa rin!) and pink on me, blue on men

Do You Believe In An Afterlife?
Yes. There has to be.

How Tall Are You?
5'3 1/2.

Current Favorite Word/Saying?
"What the hell...?" and "Oh my goodness!"

Favorite Season?
Summer. Beach! Beach!

One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To:
Melanie. An ex-girlfriend I ditched without any valid reason. Stupid.

Favorite Day?
Saturday!

Where Would You Like To Go?
Now? The beach. Boracay or Palawan.

How Many Kids Do You Want?
Just one. But The Boyfriend wants two.

Favorite Car?
Fed. My ever-reliable Honda City.

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away."

So I live for the highs. I crave for passion. I want to ride the roller coaster everyday. I yearn to feel, revel at the times that I feel hurt and celebrate all the triumphs like there's no tomorrow.

But isn't this what living life to the fullest means?