One honest morning

It's a humbling experience.

To feel, to realize and to admit - that there are mornings - no matter how good they are, that I still miss you.

And I wonder - how are you now? How's life been treating you?

It's tempting to wish for someone or something back. Or to just want things to be the same again.

But I know this isn't for me. It shouldn't be.

So for both of us --- cheers.

I wish for both of us to be happy. To heal.

I wish for you to find The One. In time.

May she look at you and see you in the way I saw and found you a few years back.

Basic Instinct

Isn't love and intimacy instinctual?

To hold someone's hand. To embrace. To kiss.

To long for someone.

I always thought it was a primordial instinct.

The past few days and the recent experiences proved me wrong.

What's elementary to most people might be an unfamiliar terrain to some.

Talk about critical differences.