Recovering the lost

Dear God,

Now that I realized the importance of something that I took for granted for a long time, can I please have it back?

"Fab is not for me."

I greeted him, "Have a fab Sunday."

And the reply that I got: "A nice Sunday will be fine. Fab is not for me."

How did you know that it isn't? You haven't even tried.

Or if you did, perhaps you didn't try hard enough?

How can you say I didn't and couldn't compromise?

I wanted to throw everything in your face. I tried hard. I compromised. I did. If you think I didn't appreciate your effort - then how come you didn't notice mine?

How can you say fab is not for you? And how can you just realize it wasn't - after almost four years of having it?

The English translation of it:

"A nice, simple girl will be fine. A high-maintenance biatche' like you is not for me."