Complicated
It's flattering...
We've been friends for several months now. I thought the attraction already fizzled out for her.
To hear that I am still her best prospect [for lack of a better term] until now is something I couldn't imagine. She still sees me as the worthy one.
WOW.
I feel I don't deserve it.
One of the things that stops her from pursuing me is the fact that she feels that she can't maintain me at this point.
Funny, I see her in the same way.
We got drawn to each other in the first place because we believed in the same principles, valued the same things.
And funny, how the things that brought us together are also the same things that keep us apart.
Friday, December 20, 2002
Thursday, December 19, 2002
Boy meets girl
I'm trying to make it up by posting as much as I can right now since I have spare time. :-)
I met a boy who's as equally thirsty as I am in maintaining the chase in a relationship.
He craves the pursuit as I do.
He does not believe in complacency. He gets bored with it. He likes to be on his toes the whole time - and he expects the same thing with his lady.
When we were talking about it I remembered my post where I rambled on and on about men not being able to maintain the novelty and the chase which makes a relationship eventually go blah.
He was on the same page about it as I am.
Quite interesting, huh?
I'm trying to make it up by posting as much as I can right now since I have spare time. :-)
I met a boy who's as equally thirsty as I am in maintaining the chase in a relationship.
He craves the pursuit as I do.
He does not believe in complacency. He gets bored with it. He likes to be on his toes the whole time - and he expects the same thing with his lady.
When we were talking about it I remembered my post where I rambled on and on about men not being able to maintain the novelty and the chase which makes a relationship eventually go blah.
He was on the same page about it as I am.
Quite interesting, huh?
Wednesday, December 18, 2002
When you feel you're not good enough...
you may also be in a slump. It's one of the most atrocious kind of self-doubt you may ever experience.
Come to think of it, people who exude the greatest self-confidence might just be the most insecure person you have ever known.
It's both a blessing and a curse.
Thinking that you're not good enough will make you strive to be better. But it would also unleash an entire spectrum of insecurities.
It can even be a double whammy. When you feel that you're not good enough for someone, you work hard to deserve the person.
But when the time comes that you know you already accomplished your mission, you ask yourself - is the person still good enough
for you?
There goes another vicious cycle.
you may also be in a slump. It's one of the most atrocious kind of self-doubt you may ever experience.
Come to think of it, people who exude the greatest self-confidence might just be the most insecure person you have ever known.
It's both a blessing and a curse.
Thinking that you're not good enough will make you strive to be better. But it would also unleash an entire spectrum of insecurities.
It can even be a double whammy. When you feel that you're not good enough for someone, you work hard to deserve the person.
But when the time comes that you know you already accomplished your mission, you ask yourself - is the person still good enough
for you?
There goes another vicious cycle.
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