My mind is (almost) already in Manila. 'Got tons of friends to see and lots of things to do.
Yes - I have finally decided. I'm giving up my South Sikap apartment. It's time to move on.
More on that later.
I just want to rest right now --- 3 days na kong feeling pagod and not in my element. It may just be because I worked the entire weekend. Or I'm already counting the days before I go home to Manila for the holidays.
Moral lesson of the story: there really must be some time spent to zone out after mental gymnastics at work. My productivity is suffering.
In fact, sandamakmak is an understatement. Tatatlo ang tao ko pero naka-launch ako ng isang malaking portal. Na pumapalo na ng 2.5 million unique users in total. Kileg ka!
Sa wakas --- dadagdagan na rin ako ng tao. Inexpand na din ang scope ko. Empire-building daw, kantyaw ng bagong boss. Not exactly. I need the empire for me to deliver.
Kapag reliable ka, dumadami din ang trabaho mo. Carry lang. Mas gusto ko 'yon.
Pero hilahod ako sa pagod. Dahil marami rin akong issues, mas gusto ko na sumubsob na lang sa trabaho ngayon. Hindi lang train of thought ang nasa utak ko ngayon. Trains and trains of thought. Makakabuo na nga ako ng isang railway system.
Anyway, I'm digressing. Kahit na sandamukal at ga-Mt. Everest ang trabaho, masayang makakuha ng positive feedback. Hindi lang sa mga bossings pero galing sa tao.
"Iba ka, Ma'am. Bilib ako sa 'yo." Translate na lang natin sa Tagalog. Focused sa trabaho pero makatao pa din.
Salamat. At least nararamdaman ng tao ko na mahal ko sila --- their interest is at the forefront. Madami ring gustong lumipat sa team ko. Flattering.
Minsan, naiinis ako sa dami ng gagawin. Dahil pare-pareho ang mga tao na madaming ginagawa - at naturalmenteng kasama ko 'don. But at the same time, masayang makarinig ng magandang feedback. Masayang malaman na mahal ka ng team mo. Nawala ang pagod ko sa pag-karir ng strategy namin buong weekend. Nakurta utak, pero mataba ang puso ko.
At oo --- Tagalog dahil meron ng international audience. At kahit na i-Google translate nila, kailangan pa nilang mag-effort.
My entire Sunday was spent doing NOTHING BUT my strategy presentation for today.
Okay - I'm exaggerating. I managed to squeeze in some time to go to the salon for my weekly hair treatment. But dang, it's a Sunday!!!
The silver lining: I got my 2011 strat approved by my new VP and managed to get more headcount for the team.
The future is looking bright for Portals.
Moral lesson: When life gives you lemons, make fantabulous vodka tonic with lemon as garnishing!!!
Life will always throw curve balls. What makes the diff is optimism.
So whilst my personal life still needs a'fixin' and I need to spend some time healing wounds and making things better, nothing's stopping me from giving it a go at work.
Bag lady. I have quite an extensive collection of Louis Vuitton and Gucci bags. Aside from the two, I don’t have a fixation on other brands. But you can also find some Prada, Tod's and the oh-so-chic Anteprima inside my cabinet. I dream of owning at least 3 Chanels and an Hermes bag.
Notebooks. Perhaps because of my predilection towards being a nerd, I also have a collection of notebooks. All colors, shapes, sizes coming from different countries. When I find an interesting print, I buy it. I love Jordi Labanda notebooks! If you wanna make me happy, get me a uniquely printed notebook. =)
Shopping. I burn money shopping for clothes, bags and other trinkets that I don’t even need. It’s my way of de-stressing. Shopping is my drug - my very effective happy pill.
Beyond Superficial
Still a BIG BAD Bitch. Can I be one yet still have a good heart? Then I’d like to call it contextual bitching. I can be feisty. But I can be super nice. I’m not judgmental (I may seem to be for those who don’t know me), but I’m highly opinionated. I know the value of agreeing to disagree.
Knows how to party and how to throw a good one. I have an army of friends who will protect and defend me. Conversely, they know I’d do the same thing. Hard worker. Miracle worker, even. Focused. Disciplined.
High maintenance – only if you don’t know how to!
Eccentric. Eclectic. Has a consistent fascination with the bold, brave and the beautiful. Considers intellectual stimulation and animated conversations better than sex.
Loves
My Grandmother and my Mom. Rico. Ninay. My bestfriends. Team myGlobe. Self reinvention. The beach. Water sports. Shoes. Bags. Red wine – Wolfblass, Pinot Noir and Cabernet Sauvignon. Louis Vuitton. Gucci – everything Gucci. Shopping. Travel. Hong Kong and Japan fashion sense. Thai food. Long drives. Warm embraces and sweet nothings in the morning. Books. Writing. I love yous. Romance. Honesty. Earnestness.
Hates
Emotional blackmail. Vested interests masquerading as generosity. The Me, Myself and I complex. Pessimism. Self-inflicted pain. Blame. When some people only see others’ faults and not their own. Doormats. Lies. Arrogance. Infidelity. Pseudo-listening. Traffic. Predictability.