Ber

The "ber" months are here.

Two significant things:

1. my birthday
2. Christmas

For these coming months, I only wish to have a happy birthday and a wonderful Christmas.

I had a blast on my birthday last year, which was spent on the beach with The X and two of his best buddies. I just need to topple that. Create new memories.

Last Christmas was awful - The X and I broke up on the 11th of December. I had to buy Anita Gray (car) two days after, which I paid off in cold cash!

I'm usually the "generous one" during the holidays, buying gifts for all my friends and loved-ones. But last year, I didn't buy any for friends. I only bought gifts for the immediate family.

Two reasons: paying cold cash for a car isn't easy. Wiped out almost my entire savings.

More importantly, Christmas spirit last year, for me, was ZILCH.

Imagine losing a significant other during the holidays. This is one of the worst things that can happen. And it already happened to me twice! This last one is by far, the worst.

Right now, I can only hope. But things are looking quite positive:

1. I might be getting a new car. Although I don't want to replace Anita Gray yet, I am being pressured by Boss to get my car benefit already.

2. I am going to Bangkok and Krabi, Thailand by the end of this month for another break.

3. I have a budding relationship with someone. Although we have not discussed whether we are officially together, I think it's getting there. The good thing about this is that the person came in the most unexpected of time. And things are all good.

Birthday is a month and a few days away.

Christmas, 3 months and a half.

For now, I'm keeping my fingers crossed.