Honeypie

I know what you're going through.

When we talked, you sounded different. I wanted to tell you I know what happened but I thought that would make you feel uncomfortable. I didn't want you to stop talking.

I didn't want to sound like everyone else, either. So I won't be giving you any advice. I just want you to know that I'm here.

I miss you, too. And yes, I will be praying for you.

One honest morning

The minute I opened my eyes, I thought of her. Yes, The X.

She wasn't in my dreams but I was wondering how she is right now. Before, most days of my Holy Week were spent on the phone, talking to her, whether I am stuck at home or out of town.

Last year, I made the great escape by going out of town with The One so I don't have to think of her, the phone, and the things we talk about.

And now it's all coming back to me.

Drifting away

I couldn’t sleep well last night. After talking to The Buddy on the phone, I went straight to bed but I kept tossing and turning.

I felt depressed and disappointed. Something is bothering me but I couldn’t quite figure out what. I was about to blame it on the hormones when my mobile rang.

It was Ryan.

Right in the middle of his night shift duty (this guy is a techie) at Accenture’s 6750 office, he had the same realization.

“Where the hell is everyone?”

It’s mid-April already but no one has called anyone to plan anything for summer.

Quite strange for this circle. We always managed to see each other no matter how tight our schedules are. Despite midterms in MBAs, deadlines for templates, designs and reports – we would always try to hang out and touch base.

So whadafuck is happening now?

Marc said it’s just a phase where everyone is busy attending to their own lives.

This has been happening for almost 6 months now. I hope this phase ends soon.

Tangna. Nami-miss ko na sila.