Don't make me

Today, I activated my online job file.

And today, I am almost at the end of my rope already.

Everyday, the bosses are changing the system, terms and conditions. Ako at si Tin ang nawawalan ng mukhang ihaharap sa klieyente. Nasa basurahan na ang kredibilidad at integridad namin pareho.

I've never done it before - walk away from a job without other options.

Oh, well - there's a first time for everything.

Sana lang wag na kong mapikon nang tuluyan. Baka bigla ko na lang iwanan lahat ng gagawin dito at hindi na bumalik ulit sa sobrang kabuwisitan.

How do you calm an angry person again? Count 1-10?

1...2...3...

Chat Buddy

When we chatted this afternoon:

The Buddy: Oh before I forget, napanaginipan kita kagabi.

Me: Oh no. Anong sabi ng dream?

The Buddy: Nako very vivid.

Me: Like how vivid? Kwento.

The Buddy: You were wearin a plain white shirt with khaki pants. Sneakers ... you know .... the plain 'ol simple look.

Me: Hahaha - dream on, Dude. Panaginip nga yan.

The Buddy : We were in a room. I had my back against the window.

Me: Uuuuuuuuy - what did u do to me in the room? Excitiiiiiiiiiing.

The Buddy: And you were in front of me ... reaching over to close the blinds behind me.

Me: And ...

The Buddy: Tangina nagising na ko eh.

Me: Pucha - patawang kwento pala to eh.

The Buddy: But it really was like that.

Me: Nyeeeh - ano implication non?

The Buddy: Before that we were walking in the hallway ... i forgot how we ended up in that room ... you were trying to hide or something.


Walang-wala. Pati sa panaginip, bitin ang lahat.

Some things aren't really meant to be.

Dark justice

Hindi na nga kita sinisingil, tinawaran mo pa ang pagkatao ko.

Dude, you are in complete breach.

We operated on the basis of friendship, you cheating, lying, manipulative lecher.

You offended my sensibilities - as a woman, as a person.

Lonely planet

Important moral lessons of the weekend:

Sometimes, the more we surround ourselves with people and the more we immerse ourselves with temporary highs, the sadder and the emptier we feel.

The higher the apex of the temporary high, the lower we feel when the hit subsides.

Unexpected, awkward

You never go to my turf. If you do, it's once in a blue moon.

Today was unexpected and I was totally taken by surprise.

Ignoring you was the best possible recourse. I'm just not sure though, if I got away with it.