Current Top 10

1. B. The ultimate proof that the best of things come to those who wait. Everything that I am looking for. Still driving me nuts with her jealousy, but drives me crazy with all our funny antics, quiet yet comfortable moments. Still lingering on those sweet and honest mornings. And her hot cup of coffee before I shower.

2. Current state and frame: Happily, mushily in love but still very grounded. Still with a justifiable dose of fear and paranoia but at the same time cutting myself some slack. Yep, I’m going to take care of it this time.

3. Spoiled rotten. By B. And she does it well – spoiled enough for me to feel pampered, but not too much for me to not appreciate it anymore.

4. Still your not-so-usual feisty bitch. I doubt it if I’m really the Godmother of Bitches, as Gemma claims. But thank you for the flattery. I know for sure there are others bitchier than me. I just know when and where to be one.

5. A walking paradox. I am. I’m capable of giving heaven or raising hell. Depends whether you’re a good person or otherwise. I can be a social maven one time or may decide to lock myself in on another. I can be very active outdoors or may decide to be a couch potato for two days, just watching re-runs.

6. Neither lesbian nor straight. For someone who has strong women and lesbian politics, categorization is a very cruel injustice.

7. FF. Stands for Fantastic Friends. I have an arsenal of fiercely loyal friends. As I am to them. I will be eternally grateful.

8. Balanced. I’m rarely judgmental or overly-critical. I give people credit. And benefit of the doubt. But I'm very opinionated, too.

9. Shane. I’m so in like with Shane – Katherine Moennig’s character in the L Word – right now. If I didn’t have a girlfriend, I would have stalked her in LA already. Hahaha!

10. Grateful. Blessed. For all the good things happening and coming my way. Life is good!