Arrogant when right and true
One of my weaknesses, admittedly, is that I can be arrogant when I know I am right about something.
I don't see myself compromising when I know I'm right.
Especially when I know I have been considerate, when I have been patient.
And when I have already extended myself far more that I know I can.
I am a very balanced person. I think carefully first, before I act. I may do things in a fit of anger, but I am normally sane and just. I am a very fair person.
So don't tell me that I'm not.
Don't tell me what to think and what not.
Yes, I am in pain because of my loss. I lost the one person that I loved the most. Who loved me the most.
But that loss also made me realize the things that I have to do in my life - people to forgive, help that I need to extend, mistakes to correct, things I need to start doing, and things I need to end.
I am not a child.
I listen to you. I respect you. I value your opinion.
But do not tell me what I should think. When.
Especially when it is about us.
And when it is about things that you haven't done. Haven't accomplished.
I may hurt about other things.
But I don't forget.
And I don't apologize when I'm right.
When I know I was the one who was hurt and offended.
And tonight, you hurt me once again.
As if all the pain in the past wasn't enough.
I will not apologize.
I am that arrogant.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
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